Monday, June 19, 2006

heh. i was sitting at the bus stop just now. sipping my bubble tea. den i was like observing the people around. there was this lady flipping frantically through a bus guide, an impatient looking small indian boy pacing around, a couple playing with each other's hair, a pair of office workers talking about the france south korea game. i think its so interesting. heh. how we respond to people and how people respond to us. heh. its sort of like a u ll never know thing. can u imagine me yesterday going to the information counter at borders, den when i saw the girl, i was thinking eeyeer, black painted finger nails, but maybe she was looking at me and thinking too, eeyeer, guy with orange specs. haha. just an interesting thought.

went to school early. i must say at first literature felt quite messed up, missed the last 2 tutorials cus of mc, i was lost man. haha. den i realised that i didnt even do the essay she was going through. i was like oh my son. i m so so dead. but as lesson went on, i was tired but a part of me just kept wanting to listen heh. really enjoyed lit today. mrs chua is just so funny too. i mean like she told us about all the events of her and her baby. guess parenting must be really fun. those who dun intend to have kids miss out on alot i guess. haha. oh wells. they are fun to take care of, till they become teenagers. den it ll just turn from heart felt joy to head felt ache. haha.

last night i was really happy. its like for so long i tot i was trapped and i couldnt tell anyone about it. but its like i was talking to u. and den somewhat i felt like. goodness me. u know almost everything. haha. might as well just let it all out. and its like i felt so much better after that. i mean like the anchor that sank so deep hasnt been removed but at least now i know that i have other hands that are gonna help me pull the anchor up and let my ship sail again. got kinda scared thou. i mean like. while i can say now that a spiritual attack would be interesting, but i think if it were to happen to me, i ll like just totally freak la. imagine urself in a horror movie. heh. only difference is that in horror movies, theres no Jesus, but here, there is. and i got a revealtion last night la when i was reading isaiah 41, could practically come out with a sermon la. haha. thank God! it like so amazing, i just read it and it flowed out, it was like just wooo catch the holy spirit wave and go. something i havent gotten since october last year. den i really thought, i guess all the events from saturday cell group to the experience the other night and last night are all somewhat spiritually linked. heh. indeed it all happens for a purpose and a reason. heh.

i m still contemplating if i should change my shirt, need to meet richard later for PW, going to his house, would like to see his massive black templar army. haha. bet he ll start on his khorne berserker converstion on his rhino all over again. i mean like, feels weird going out in school unform when ur not going to school right?

and i wanna wear slippers. my feet feel suffocated. i need a nap.

|cowpoo| 1:26 PM|

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